Sunday afternoons I become physically ill thinking about having to go into work the next day

I am always fighting to stay awake at work. As soon as I leave-I am wide awake and ready to do stuff. Then by the time I get home, I am ready to sit on my butt some more.

Will my motivation ever show up when I actually need it?

From Fortune Magazine Tech Special:

Kevin Roberts, CEO Worldwide of Saatchi & Saatchi:

"Happiness is tied to having more free time, so give your employees more of it. Ask them to think about what work can be eliminated from the day. Chances are, 40% of what you do is useless. There are often too many meetings and you probably don't need to see half of your emails."

"If you have to worry about emplyees getting their work done, you haven't hired the right people, and you haven't created the right culture..."

Mr. Roberts...I think I love you.

My company's poor excuse for health insurance makes my blood boil.

My desk is empty. The phones aren't ringing. I'm receiving no emails. This is entirely pointless.

Even though my job is actually pretty good and fairly related to my interests, I can feel it grinding down my soul. I don't think human beings are built to do this sort of thing. Time to go back to the trees, who's with me?

I have gained 30+ pounds since quitting my old job and working in an office.

I hate everyone and everything today.

The one thing that I hate most of all is not even being able to set my shit down before someone tells me that something needs to be done. Can I wake up first please grrrr!!!!

I have run out of things to look up on the internet. I am insanely bored!